Consequences

Today at this moment I sit and I wait,

I wonder and ponder what will be my fate,

I mull over reasons, and consequences,

I hustle and bustle, and wrestle and tussle,

Confusion and conflict, inaccurate assumptions,

To many reactions, compounding presumptions,

Decisions go one way, and then they go t’other,

Working out answers a tedious bother,

I think of the costs, are they good are they bad?

I think of the answers will they make me sad,

I try to imagine how fine it can be,

I hope I am right and I will be happy.