Blind Deaf and Dumb

I fly in my mind,

Whispering forgotten dreams,

Never knowing what it means,

I feel lost in clouds,

Perhaps I should shout out, loud,

Knowing it will not be heard,

As deafening as a vacuum,

All around, yet nowhere near,

Oh well I am not a seer,

Now, brought down to Earth by one’s own mind,

How kind, however now I am blind.

Reality of lies

We are alive in a place where life is not living,

Where the world we see is a fabrication,

An inherently evil creation,

Born out of frustration,

We have evolved to believe in oblivion,

That doom is the norm,

Considered by all to be there but forgotten,

Hidden behind rhetoric and scorn,

Until one day it is real,

And we then make it a big deal,

For we cannot conceal, the truth.

A Beast with Many Heads

Never understood that reason has no reason,

Decisions have major consequences,

Do I have the strength to honour myself?

Will the deal be good, or end in terrible tears,

I suspect it will end in tears, as the beast is stubborn,

As the Whore of Babylon had seven heads,

I face a beast with many heads,

Some more dangerous than others,

We will soon see the path I must take,

Let us pray they do not make a stupid mistake,

One easily avoided.

I dream of a day

I dream of a day when I wake up without anxiety,

I wake up without pain, and unbearable agony,

I dream of a day when the sheets are not soaked in sweat,

And I do not feel, I live every minute full of regret.

I dream of a day when I can feel the suns warmth on my skin,

I can look out at the ocean and know life can begin,

I dream of a day when I can see all the stars, shining, bright,

Just lying there looking up at them, oh what a sight.

I dream of day when your worries are gone,

Never forgotten just gone, even vanished,

I dream of the day when the world is all replenished,

Can one dream of such a day in this world we live in today.

A memory of the day at the sea, and how I wish I was back there now.

To live one’s life in total harmony,

Pain free, happiness assured,

Days of long summer sun,

Dashing around, having fun,

Laughter joy, great adventures,

Going places unknown with new friends,

Sand tickles the feet, as we walk along dune,

One after another single file, then running down to the sea,

I remember that day, it was one of those best days,

Wish I had had more, as you get older the thought seems so strange,

Makes you deranged, crazy with guilt, that its now out of range.

The plight of a lost soul demonised and left to rot in a hole

Everlasting was the love shown from all who met them,

Commiserations were said and grieved by many,

However, they were all deceiving themselves,

For they never cared a damn, only a few gave as much as received,

Sadness, tears, the end of an era is near, for the one whom they now mourn,

Spits on them, from the afterlife with degradation and scorn,

For selfishness rules and is led by many fools, for only fools begot, begat,

Perhaps to surrender and never once to duel; the fighting is over now,

When my soul rests ones weary spirit, when life is gone death is pretty cool.

Ban debt and make it illegal

The world has all this debt but what is it, it is nothing more than little bit of computer code held by the central banks.  Why not just get rid of it all, start a fresh, make everyone debt free, and then ban debt altogether.  Debt only serves to control to 99% who have debt, and makes the ones that hold all the debt very rich.  They are getting rich off other peoples misery.  They would sooner destroy a house, and, or, let it stand vacant than allow someone to live in it, because they cannot pay their debt.  What a sick society we live in. 

It is the same with illness, a wealthy company would sooner let you die than allow you to have lifesaving treatment because you did not pay your premium because you were in debt.  So they killed you.  Do they care, not one bit, as long as the shareholders and the CEO’s, CFO’s, VP’s and other higher ups get their share so what if a couple of hundred thousand people die.

The sickness that rules this world is turning the world back to the extremes of the 30’s, all they are waiting for is a new Hitler.  In fact the way things are going they don’t even need a new one of that evil beast, we are all doing a great job helping the rich get richer the debt ridden get poorer and in more debt.   Just look at what happened in the recent European elections.

God help us all when someone with the skills of a Hitler or Stalin and their sociopathic nature, but with charisma, charm and a unwavering desire, to destroy this appalling world we live in.