How does one take the blues away?
Suicidal thoughts won’t disappear,
Fear and guilt they do build-up,
Getting ever worse, and worse.
I sometimes wish I had no emotions,
At least negative ones would help,
It feels that my positive ones are nearly empty,
While the negative is overflowing.
There are different versions of depression,
The one I feel now is deepest regret,
It flows through me like a poisonous river,
Bursting its banks and flooding everywhere.
I hope that the river does eventually dry up,
I want it totally disappear,
But deep down inside me, I know it’s never-ending,
My mind knows it will be here forever.
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